ok, this is open to anyone who can and wants to help. i have a girlfriend, and i love my girlfriend, but the more about her i find out the less i like. hower=ver everytime i go to talk to her about it i cant seem to find my words at all. all i can do is show a face of uncertainty and tell her everything is fine and not to worry. i try not to dwell on the past, but that very difficult concidering what happened and howmany people know about it and bring it up. if anyone can make it stop hurting, please let me know.
-Matt
July 23 2005, 09:19:36 UTC 6 years ago
Hey
hey you dont know me. i was going through some random names. and im kinda going through the same thing. for one, you need to let the past go. whatever happened, its only gonna weigh you down if you dwell on it, and with your girl, what do you honestly feel when you look at her? Because that is what is real, if you can look into her eyes, and honestly say that you dont like her anymore, there is no reason to stick around. I probably diddnt tell you anything you diddnt already know. but i thought i would strike up a conversation. you seem pretty interesting. Id like to chat with you. My name is scarlet. hit me up if you wana talk.July 24 2005, 16:17:50 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Hey
thats the problem, thank u for the input by the way, but everytime i look at her all i feel and see is the past, and im not one to let the past get to me. and the fact that this does is insane but i cant help it. when i look at her i dont know what i feel anymore, i relly dont, but i cant hurt her, ive already hurt to many people. well, thanx for the reply and i hope to talk to ya later.July 25 2005, 07:15:43 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Hey
that really sucks. i hope you work it out. I.M. me some time. my screen name is "eat your flesh21" im always on.hope to hear from you soon.
Scarlet.